''nOt the One''

Someone that we always hang around
Do we call them friends??
No, i don't think so
Sometimes they only about themselves
Seeking someone else that they can make use of
That exactly not me
When they need me
And then they seek me
If they don't want
They don't even see you eventhough you are in front of them
Talk about being selfish
If i say they are selfish
They deny it
Am i selfish??
Yes, i admit it
But it does not mean that i would make enemy out of them
I'm tired of being neutral
Smile always?
Hiding the hurtful feeling inside of me???
I feel like crying but i don't wanna cry just because that so call stupid events.